is it time for a new look
I am wondering if I should give my blog a new look....
you guys have to tell me.
I am just looking for a change...
and maybe some motivation to actually blog something newsworthy.
I am dieting.
Yeah, I know...you think I am kidding...haha.
Who's you're Virus, Baby!
Well of course we are at the height of the season of the dead, or the ones that wish they were.
Me, I am not among that class yet but I am wondering if I am closely inching my way in that direction.
Lloyd has a double ear and sinus infection and feels so miserable. I look at him and almost want to weep because he is so bored but can't breathe, can't think, doesn't want to talk (which I think is killing me the most) and just overall is so unhealthy at the moment.
I have seen him not feel well before but never this sick. I wonder if he may have cried a few times because he is so miserable. I keep asking him if there is anything I can do but I know that anything I do right now is pretty much fruitless till the drugs he has been given kick in.
We were to have our home visit for the adoption stuff this morning but he is so dead that he didn't want to do it, but the social worker has pink eye too so she didn't want to come over either. So we will put that off and I will find a time to reschedule it.
Me? Oh I am okay. I have a bit of a headache today, so I am going to watch myself. I may just stop at the walk in just in case as if I am getting Lloyd's sinus infection I want to nip it as quickly as I can before I feel like crapola too. Not that I have been extremely well.
Why? because of mother nature...what else. That bitch can really take a hike. I was supposed to have an appointment with my OB last week which got canceled as she had to deliver a baby. Tell the woman to hold it till 10:15, I should be done by then!
I know that there is something wrong I just can't put my finger on it. I have been a mess for a week now, started off as spotting and now I am in full force mode which is not typical for me. I have been taking more excedrin and midol that I should be but I need to get rid of the pain. I went and sat in the sauna at the Y which turned into a mistake so now I am scared to go back till I am all done but it doesn't appear that this is going to slow down. I did get an article about some procedures that can be done in lieu of a full blown hysterectomy so I will see if perhaps those would help. The other option that is kind of a "duh Deb" is just getting back on the friggin' pill. They are a lot better than when I was on them back in High School so perhaps that is the more viable option...we'll see.
Badness...
Oops! Got in a bit of hot water today for doing a bit of a tag team on a dude...
Well, he had it coming, just because he was back doored doesn't mean he didn't deserve it but now there is a pending appeal.
I say they are late and I don't see it going far...
but still, I feel a bit bad for it. Perhaps I just need to stop thinking about it. Not that I feel bad for the asshole but I feel bad that we got ourselves into a mess like this for hijacking someone's bond money. The ass hasn't paid a red penny of support, let his friggin' kids have something.
Other than that I am getting pumped for the Xmas Trip to Grand Forks for Celeste and I. It will be a ton of fun...and I could use some.
Oh god, I need to go put gas in the RAV. I almost forgot, better go do that now.
Crap.
Oh My God, I am Human!
Finally I am feeling better today, I am not fully at 100% or anything but I am much better off than I was yesterday by MILES.
I did wonder at first when I got up if I should cancel my hair appointment but we already pushed it off a week as I was supposed to have the shit done last Saturday.
(Not that I would have given up the fun trip to Grand Forks. I had a good time and it was nice to bond with Niki, she's got a lot going on right now with her boy toy and his kiddies...god knows she probably is more mature than I am in more ways than I want to count.)
So I did a bit of shopping at Kohl's and Old Navy and then went and got some food for the empty cave called the refrigerator. I was going to go to the office but Sheila is there and she will just bitch at me if I go. I will see how I feel either later (which is really doubtful) or tomorrow sometime just to get out of the house and get my desk back under control from being away from it for two days without any supervision.
But I am feeling frisky and fine...what a relief.
One Hundred - Is It Grand?
Well here is post 100 on my blog.
Not that I have any confetti or heaven for bid, booze to share with you.
I am still friggin' sick.
Oh I went to work today, to nearly barf in the bathroom - but I managed to paint the pavement in the parking lot a different color. Actually I think it was more "foam like"...perhaps I am trying to "Build a Debbie" instead of a bear as we all know I am definitely one of those.
I got up this morning and I felt good. I got to work and I felt like shit. Since I have had my four episodes I still feel like crap. I haven't had the flu this bad since we were in Grand Forks and I wasn't even in Grand Forks when I got it, I was in Jamestown because I took the crap home to my parents...who I am sure were so happy they got to share that wonderful and bonding time with me. They also got bonding time with a garbage can as they both got sick after I left.
No wonder why they don't want me staying at home any more when I tell them I am coming to town.
Grandma called last night too while I was nearly passing out putting away dishes, apparently Roy is going have surgery, on what, I have no idea. I want him to have some quality to his life, I don't want to turn him into the bionic man and he is stuck in the nursing home. He would be more miserable there than anywhere else I can think of, and if Grandma is thinking that she is going to be able to take care of him when he comes back to her home (which someone better put their foot up someone's ass about this) she has got some deep thinking to be doing. She can hardly balance herself at times, what is she going to do if he falls? She is never going to be able to pick him up off the floor...
*shakes head*
I will hopefully get more info about this later today or tomorrow. I am hoping for tomorrow as I really don't feel like talking to anyone. Typing is going because I don't have to do much but think and click.
