Who's you're Virus, Baby!
Well of course we are at the height of the season of the dead, or the ones that wish they were.Me, I am not among that class yet but I am wondering if I am closely inching my way in that direction.
Lloyd has a double ear and sinus infection and feels so miserable. I look at him and almost want to weep because he is so bored but can't breathe, can't think, doesn't want to talk (which I think is killing me the most) and just overall is so unhealthy at the moment.
I have seen him not feel well before but never this sick. I wonder if he may have cried a few times because he is so miserable. I keep asking him if there is anything I can do but I know that anything I do right now is pretty much fruitless till the drugs he has been given kick in.
We were to have our home visit for the adoption stuff this morning but he is so dead that he didn't want to do it, but the social worker has pink eye too so she didn't want to come over either. So we will put that off and I will find a time to reschedule it.
Me? Oh I am okay. I have a bit of a headache today, so I am going to watch myself. I may just stop at the walk in just in case as if I am getting Lloyd's sinus infection I want to nip it as quickly as I can before I feel like crapola too. Not that I have been extremely well.
Why? because of mother nature...what else. That bitch can really take a hike. I was supposed to have an appointment with my OB last week which got canceled as she had to deliver a baby. Tell the woman to hold it till 10:15, I should be done by then!
I know that there is something wrong I just can't put my finger on it. I have been a mess for a week now, started off as spotting and now I am in full force mode which is not typical for me. I have been taking more excedrin and midol that I should be but I need to get rid of the pain. I went and sat in the sauna at the Y which turned into a mistake so now I am scared to go back till I am all done but it doesn't appear that this is going to slow down. I did get an article about some procedures that can be done in lieu of a full blown hysterectomy so I will see if perhaps those would help. The other option that is kind of a "duh Deb" is just getting back on the friggin' pill. They are a lot better than when I was on them back in High School so perhaps that is the more viable option...we'll see.
